The Journey Continues..

So I have been doing pretty well lately. There is some pretty crappy stuff happening to us right now, so I wanted to feel better. I have literally been sick now with one thing or another with no breaks in between for about two and a half months. I hate it! For about a week now I have slowly realized that I probably am not going to get better unless I get myself healthier. I have been going to subway and ordering the turkey breast and ham six inch on wheat with no cheese and add lettuce onion and fat free honey mustard for lunch. I have been having something like a banana or a special k bar for breakfast. Dinner has never been that big for me so I have been just eating a small portion of whatever I make. I am starting to feel better. I have been going for a walk with my baby every night, which is great cause I am getting some exercise and she loves to go for stroller rides. I think it's all the excitement going on main street. Plus we get to spend some good time together. I have decided that I need to buy some vitamins and start taking them everyday. I just need to figure out what it I should buy. I know the are certain vitamins for certain things. Since I smoke I know I should take more of something but I am not sure what that is. Need to do some research I guess. I am hoping that somewhere on this journey I will also quit smoking but one thing at a time. I really, really want to buy a wii and a wii fit and be able to do some working out with that but I am working on saving up for that so it will be in time I guess. so the journey continue...


Some more news T my baby is getting so big. Auntie R brought over a potty chair so we really have been trying hard to work on that. She is at the age now where she wants to try and do everything herself. Shoe, clothes you name it. It is pretty fun. She is such a little comedian she is always cracking herself and everyone else up. N is getting ready to take gun safety class, says he wants to hunt. Never been one for that but how can I stop someone else from doing it. Hopefully is will be something that he truely enjoys. M is the normal super drama teenage queen. It is such a daily battle and however my parents did it through five girls I will never know. She can bring me to such a point of insanity. I truely have to walk away and really think about what I want to say. Can't get her to do much other than sitting on her phone or on the computer. T jr. is doing super great. He just turned 18 on the 9th of March. We are working on getting him a state ID so we can take him to TI for the night.I think it would really enjoy the bingo with a computer and some slot machines. We thought we would get a room and take him for the night. Do some gambling, have some dinner and do some swimming. I think he will really enjoy that. T Sr. is getting a little worried about his job. It is REALLY slow there right now and he is thinking it is not going to be long before they start eliminating some people. That would be very bad for us and I am keeping my fingers crossed. We would really like to move out of state but it would be diffcult to do with H. I would really only get to see her on school breaks and summer then. It would have to be something I would have to talk to her about. She is 9 now and comes a lot less now cause she has friends and developing her own life. It might be something that would aleast garuntee me that I would see her, since I know she would come. It would be like a vacation for her. Well see what happens. Getting a little ahead of myself. Now H is doing really good. She is not into much for sports but is doing good in school. It is hard to believe she is 9. I can't believe how fast time really does go.